[Listening to HIM]
It’s been ages since I left something here but here it goes….
“[….gone with the sin my darling,
go with the wind…..]”
Dark rooms with trapped souls,
crushed my chest into painful breaths of blood.
Savoring death’s throat until I can’t hold it anymore,
my immoral thoughts of murdering an innocent.
Blissful desire of letting myself go,
fear of disappearing, going with the sin.
Rapid heartbeats with no intention of slowing down,
taste of petrified dreams into nothingness.
Am I here? Am I leaving?
…gone with the sin my darling,
gone with the wind.
Two voices in my head once told me,
you are great yet you are none.
What a shame, what a daring feeling,
of letting myself go,
with the sin, with the wind.
But instead I catch another breath
that brings me again,
to this dammed place I call, Earth.
-Copyright to the owner. (2014) by Yolymar Cruz